April 21 1998      
ڡ̡Уŷлһȷδת
⡣ΪҽԾתǸʴȵעԸڽʥȫ
˵: Ǵˣͷ! ȻȴԽԽҲ
;֪Σ˽֪ѡҡ͡ڡΪֵĵִ
Ϊ͡˵ǰ档˹ּ̹ϵ۵Ĵ뼸
ȺĴǺֹͣչĺǷչ˼򱶡
ôָڰ˼ΪѰֺԸǷΪżĵʱЩֻ
⶯ƬʹٵܿܿǷܵ? 
ؽκȺӻͼ޼£ǰװ˷ѣĳ彲
ǷʵһжǺġϺ߼ĸʵĻԼ
ĵܿܿʳȥɨ·ԶȰתɾ
ףҲڳ׸ı硣ڻǰ۩p֯ϵ׼
˵Ĵбֽܹpи߶Լľˣʹ֮Ϊ˶
֣ǾͿھķһȫ硣ȱٸйܣ
ѹģֶΩõδǷ׷󩤩
ɥʧֻпһ֮µĿֲӰ༯Ǳʶ־彫Ծṩ
ı֤ʹӷֳһҿƵϵҿƻ
汾ܡǸὫҲֻǾ˵ᡣԴɴ
׳̣һгķˡ̡
ⱾĹ۵ǿеļpĲɺʫһ˳֪ʶ粻ֶߡ
ڹⷭȴûлǰһ驤ˡձĺֻ
׵һ֮ԡһС۵ġС⵽ҲܿС
ŷлҰоƵġװһṩӦά
Ʒ: ԲСשpĹߩp岻ȱٵĺϳΩpʶʳжֲ
˵põ͹͸p;ϵpָpƾpˮpҩpҹֽ
pߺͷȡֻΪЭλŮϲŷлͬӪ
ɫҵһŷл֤׬Ǯܹ˵ʱ
СֻܾһЦʯǵһǮ
˵̽Σ·
ʯԼ׼ڸʲôŷһͷ
ҩࡣΪ˸лʯ꣬²ιۡ
һչС·ֻţͨʱȴִᷢǼš
ǾͶӰ಻ͬǶȵľӻ෴䣬˵ƶԽԽࡣеſ
ȥʵӰ뿪ŷУܿĻ԰һ䣬߹ȥȴͷ
óʵַǽϵţÿ档չתתȥ
ԽԽҲ·
ȴֵĹм䣬ŷлԴڿࡰΣκΪ
ǣָָΧˡΨһҲǸľץ֡йҽ
Ҫ˵: ʲôͳ԰ɡͷʱܵĶܹˣ
ҲͻİЩƽڼ󣬽ֻһʱǾһ
׻
ʲôͳԣø졣
ԡŷлʵЦԽԽףʷ̾Խ
θռŷлǱЦסģЦŶصźͺˬ
߼ôٽƻpΥҼͩp޵
еĶҲǸеˡ
ǡ
ÿ˶İõظɻ? 
Ҫ㣬͸ɻ˷¡
Ը㷢ʯı鿴ͬp٩ǲ
ǿɲһ뷢ʱǧ롣ŷлһߵƣ뿴ʯ
ڵࡣ
ĸá
ŷлһЦֱһעСšſȥͱûȴ
ܺ赲ֱһİȡͨɫ͵Ĵɫ͡
һͿʮåΧɫ塣ǶŮģֽ: һ! 
һ! ŵ÷׷ܡСޡģغźӣװû
Ҳճݡ
! ʹԱ
һҲҲ! April 22 1998      
åԵʼ㽶ƤŮģص˽λ˾һƬֽСģ
Ϊͬ鵲һ£ӹľͳơƿåǹµġÿ˵·¶
Ų˵ذסҪȥŷлסһΪƬ˸
⣬Ҳ顣չԱţκһͦΪå
ֵĿʼֻŷлһ㲻š
תʯꡣƺһαгһҸڣѵ
ʲôֵý? û˵ȥ˼Ѿס
ʯͷ
ԼܶԸñΧó˶Խľ˵Χ϶Ҫ
ӡ
ֿαװձ̬ڴӺ˵Ⱥм
ӿȥȫǼϾҪ߸𡣳δһ! Ŀȫת
ֶڰա۹ֻ֪⺰˭åը
һΧΡʯֳһһҡͷߣĵè
ûǰåô£ĽͻȻһҽСǼụ̂
ѼʮåڵϡԱվһåȺġ
һģĶƺܵåͷӹֽ˵ͷȥԵ
վԭ˿ȴ˵˳ȥ̶ˮĥʯϿһ׿ӣ
żѪһѪղ˵ĸ첲û˹ͷһߡͬʱ
һһţѴϮå߸赹ڵϡ㹻ˣ
åһ±סܵСޱһվסĺſ¡˵ذȫ
ڵϡԱҳӣԴåһڹ
ҺģҲһ߹һ߻οձҲָ˥ϵ
ǰȺûûκעʧˡһдɫ
ĳ棬ȿֺɷáУȴûֳ棬ֱ
Ůʿǣǣһ¡ŷлӢ˵λʯ긱ľ
΢Цϣûָȴָʯꡣ
κݺһŷл˲ϷŭɫĽͷô! ˵
һٱ鲻͸¶ʯ! ʯׯϵı֤! ˸! 
ղŵĳֻǴ̼١չشšpȫתʯꡣ
¼Ͳһ߶ѳһšַһ˦ϳеĺ
ͻı¶ʹʯԵеǱ޴ɶ㣬ֲǳ֮ơȼߵ
΢е˳͵ñһҲǲҲǵѿء߶йȫ
ʵз˹ͳٰܾ֮֡չȤһֱڳĺ̨йȨ
ڲع
һʯ꣬ʾߣһת߽ǸմǸŵ
ʯݵظŵխӵļߡʱһ䣬ץס
ܽѾһ˵ġ·չŲһ澵ӣһСĿռ䡣ʯ
Ƶ棬ԼҲȥѾԭλֻǼӵ¡漴룬Ȼ
ǰֻʣţտҲ
ھӺնεֹסʹסǱ÷ۣ
÷ࡣӽϲķ϶Կ档Ƕһͷһͷײü˵
ǲľӣֺͲĦռֻһ¿
Ĳᴫݸʯꡣʯ겻һŷҹҲһسĬ
һ˯嶼ųĬһǸĬ
ĬôͬʱҲᣬûѹֲסǳĬǳĬ֮
϶ĵŷ˺ӡŷôĵѹ̧ͷ
ǰƺȻȴһֱҽ
кԺûԵɵذкгСɳɳͶһ
λСɳɳǰûû˵Ϸˣ˸ͽӵ
̣һȱϸµ򲼵ÿϸڣֲǻ뻹ʵ
ɳɳһֱûиסٴͼŷлɳɳ磬ǻȴ
޷ʹǿȥһӰҲģһհסżȻΣڰŷ
лǿհϣĮᣬСɳɳ̱η߿ֻšϼž۵
ֺӰĸҲİշŬֻԼСɳɳһɣ
͵ûְֵĺӡǲ֪ΪʲôԴϴκʯ׵ȻԶ
Сɳɳ硣ҿǸ׵ͼ뿪ȴͺӵһ
Цô̧۾ȴʯ꣬Сɳɳ
ֱۣͶȥǾޡҹ˾ʱ˻ȥȴ
ÿ޵ĳһӿ˳
չķ׷ȥˡ־ס۾־һͽ͸
ˡApril 23 1998      
ʯ޴룬ֻᷴ˵ûʲô¿ʼι۵½չ
Ҷ˵Ҳֻö
ܴҵοεɣǴŷл
Ҳôɡ
νǶȣ⵱ȻǴٲι۵ϢȥԼˣʹж
߹˼ɣʹῴأйڲ磬ʹķ϶Ϊλ
鷳ɵӰֻܸôôûһŮŵ񲻿ϧ
УŵԺйԼ? 
Ҳԭִ
òԭ¡
ӺĹʡʯЦݣôءһֳ
ͶǸߵػֻһȴʹֹסᡣѼһ
御ֿһ㣬ٶʧ۾ָ
뿪ɣҪټ̸ˡԼҲ롣
Ϊʲô? 
ǶԲ㣬Ӧļ̸ҲջءЭͷͷָܴλ̸
лһЩεǧټʯӦһλ̸
ǻ̸ҵ͹⣬ҵҡǣ෴
? 
ʯصͷܸоĺ۾һʪˡ
ǴӾӺʱһС: ·ô? ûϳʯֻ꣬
ǵһԹߡε۾е㷢ͣھ￴ѻֻ貹ۡ
ͻȻӾпŷлչһСעǣͷֲʯ
߽ǸСţƹֹӣһ¥ֱͨ¥ĹϢҡ֪ղ
ؿŷһƺһֱڵǡʯѾ
תյеΣֻŷлʯԵν̸ȴ
ʼʯչһüЦŷлȴԵòΪ
ʶؿ̩¹ӡֵʮˡѪҺհ㻺ӿ١Ҳû
ˡ뵽⣬ǹ⳰Ц粻ŵһмϵʽ
绰ɫȴʹﶼԴĪʯҲ˵߿绰
ȵĲãδ򿪽ڵ绰ϵķµ绰¼
Ͳ
ã̫չġģ¹Աı׼Һʾϵ
仯
Ǹˣּϸߡ
չڵըʮڱը
ι˵ʲô? û壬ظһ顭ʱ䡣Ǳ߹Ҷ˵绰
Էˡϴ˸ѯָǸõ绰֪춼
ͬһʱͬһɤͬһ仰ǰ̱չݣѹں͹Աɢ棬빫
顣ǼûըҲûըչܵʧܴ󣬲ҪƱ
ŪĻ̡̻⼸ŵ绰ģһѰ̼äĿƻå
Ŀֲſֲ¼Ϸ˭ҲӣʮŸǼٵģһ
? Ϊɡ̵pӰԺ;ɢ˿ͣаȫ顣
ͷʹ޽޷ưö֮Ҳͷ¡ÿɵʧ
ɹۡ
չ! ŷл̬ȡǲܱһСåĶǣűܡ
κ˶װӲҶһ̲ͣشֵ绰ѵչͲ? 
˲ͬŷл췴ˡÿɢô첻ָܻչû룬
֧ȴصڼΣھͲˣԱҲˡֻгһ
飬Ϊ绰ǸᶨǳСå֮ڣȻǾߡ
April 24 1998      
ʵڲڣתƵȥ̸
ǲԼͬĿͶʯ֪꣬Ϊʲô飬Ͼиڳ
ŷл΢΢һЦ
ûը˭ⶼǰȫġлɣ͸һ鳷ߣ
£е˵ȥ? 
ξŷл΢Цղչ˫ʯ۾һ䡣
Ļҭֱ̣һưϵĲ豭򵽵ȥվֻҪ
һ˵Ͼ͵ðʯߣ¼ʯѾڡ
Ǽ̸ɡ
̸תʵʵϩءαΪŸʯӴϵģ
ȴ̸ʲô񶼼ӵָϡصӰһûû
߶ߵʮʱƺڳÿ˶˿ʲôҲûɶСå
˸е! ξȫŪƣܾװȻҲһ
ӲŷлŪɫôû¾ͺá
д꡶̡ԺŷлҪĻس龫˵ʽּһͬ
ҪҸΪеʹעѵĴʱΪؽδľ
˵ءһܿܿĴģһȽӵʵ
ҸǰᣬҲǻɫδı֤ŷлʱѾ࣬
ڿʼȫԸͶ׼ͷֹŪĴ
ʱԸСʽʵ? һ͡Ϸӡ
ġС֮ۡͬԺܡϷӡ֧֡ʯҲֳȤ
Ȼһ˼·ֻץסءʵʵ: һ
þܶά档
³ʱӺŮǸĹ۵㡣ʯ꿴ȥǱȴһ̸ֱ࣬ץ
ʱؽۡ
ǲǿ˵һǶΪҪһڲͬʽr
ǶвͬrҪͨʵͼ顣θ̸
ҪһءҾһÿ˵˼·ܿɹҪӲͬķ
ԱȣҾءÿһ
˶еš³ʱӿŵ䡣Ϸӡֱ۾ŮǼ
ϲؽһֱ䲻ȵŷлҲĵЦݡ𶯵ǳΣ
ǣֻǵÿһ! ѵҲһ? 
ڲаʱش򲻳ʽơҵȨ֮ڣҿÿ
һȻĹ־ֳ⻹ýȻԭеְܹ
ǶǲǸɫбȻְȫԼ
ǵϽھ飬ֻǲҪʲôţԽ? 
̫! ³ʱӺݺݻһȭͷ
ǵ˷Ա
˵󡣡ε侲ġ
ǵģ󡣡ʯ˵ȿ˳һۣȻÿһˡһҪͨ
һ׼: һҪʱܰƵչʮ
ٶࡣ
⡣ŷл˵Ҳǵ󡣡
ڶǸ֮Ľסʯ긡һ˿ԴЦݡ
ǵ飬һҵ顣۹سϡ
ѡ? 
۹һƬ¹⣬ǿ϶Ĳ²⣬һͷ
ҵ顭
ʱһ졣δûµĤʹݡ
ʹ˵ʳһšը! ʶɳ
ڴﶫᡣվ𡣾صĵƺûˣ
ʯͷǸλεĴ˺һ롣Լĺ
һƬգûе棬ûвҲûʱ䣬ѵʯߣֻǴƳȥ
˫ֲŸܵķֱĵƳһܵĲײĴͷ
ûиоֻΧԼãԼһ˲ʧ

April 25 1998      
ɽ
Ͼ̬Ⱥ:ʮ֮ڣ֤ݱʮ֮
óٵȴ
ӺҹǰĲƺյĵơ
СһܲҹƵֱҹѰʳĴɽ֣Խï֣ܵ
ڱϷײһյת̽յƣѲƺΧϸѲһ䡣
վڱԱһɽƽ̨ϡĿ̽յƹʱһֱܷ
ӦʹѰҸĶءΧĹɼɽ֮ͤ䲻֮û
ֻ˫ڷս֪ڲòˣȫĵطʡһǿ
ӪΧϣнΧˣɻҲãγҲãܸ
ųȺĸྯҪ۶ԹҷʹɱǣһҲ
ᡣ
ǰȫ߳ǻֻеĻʿɺ͸˾Ա
غʡеͷͷpݾ˾Ϻ˾мǻһĴ
塣ֱɻȫЦݡ¼ȫװʿȻ
һλٽ۹ƹٽȴû·ɻЦݴˣ׼Ƶ
Ծش¡ٽߵǰ΢ЦţƺʶԼǱڴĶ
˾ԱȴƳĬܵơϾոı
ӭʿ֡ϵЦ¹Եá˾? 
˾н񣬲ܷΪȫȨλ棬λ˾
Ǹ⡣־
֣㰤˵ӭ֡ʧpɥppںڰ
ǻǽƺȵĵƹϨֱֹֻʣʿڸλ
Ѳߡ
ܸߣ죬һѾȥһ飬Ժһϸ
ıƮơķ紵ɽǳҶĻ䡣
ǰʱӹҶ
ԴӼ˻ʿɺʡ˾ʹǻҵĵתƵȻϸز
ȡ˸ֱܴʩٿƬɻգʵĿ
õ׷ҲԵոһ˷ıڡʹط˼䣬Ȼ
˼䲢ûиơ
ӳϿĵڶ˿ھͿʼȾҹǱһ˽ǿҽƣ
ǰ40ȵºȫҡҡλɽؾɽʱ
һǧԼע䡣ЩҩˡʱҸ֮
죬ܶ˾ɽ꣬һֱ굽ũܡƬ˵Ұ˳ûɽУ
ҰpС޺ũĹ漣˿ڡϵһƬ
ʱڳ̫ĹУɽһƽ羵ȪˮһԼľ
У౻кòӵסЩƴճµΪ
Լ׼ɻ׼㡣δֲ? һ
Ѳ! еĵطʺ죬еĵطۺڣһٳ
Ťķ϶Ϳ׶һֻ۾¶۰ףһֻ۾Է֡ûˣǿ
ûˣͷûˣ⸱ħߡ
ȴЦˣЦôңһƬޣ? һɱԵ
ѵ! һ£ʵ! Ӵȥ! 
͵һũֳĿ򱱿ʮСȥӡйֵԤ
ľѧУͰͬѧûͬѧֻڰҹԤư칫һ¹ֱ
绰ͬѧĲѹżͨƬǸҲڵӢ
Ȳͨһͬѧĵ绰úʮ߹λԤƳ
мУ֪ôϵ? ģµĿȻҲƭ
ȥˡ
㡭ûӵ? Էû˯ѹ
ô? ı
úûغãһͬڴϡ
ûԷܣµ绰ԭֻУұӣȴû뵽ֻΪֹ
Уͷ㶾֡Уĵλ׵رɱǵȨһ
òɹôʲôսʤǣΪԩ? 

April 26 1998      
ҹУϻְϻٰ֣ʻĿػţҰһȦӡ
Ȼѹһ£ÿ·pÿվ͹ǽ䱸ɭϡһǰ
׵ģеֶΩpp©ȫһԸࡣżȻ
·ְpˮֻ˾֣װһƵɵֻҪʲô
·ƬȫۺڣֻҪ۾㴳﷿
ԴҲû˸ҹܡ
Ӵӷǻķʱڵƹ°Ūǻŵòιȥжв
Ļ
ǹֱߣҡǻǱУ˵
ǹʹǻ΢򾲡ǹȻɸһ
ǲǵģ˵ֻҪҪ? 
˭? 

ǹڴˡ

ǹ¶׼
ͨ࣬㲻û
ϲ㣬ô֤? 
ܸ㽲ʮǰʷʱûô棬Ǹ̰۹ͼ˫
ﷸ淢һԽжǰͷŵǰһ죬淢ʵʩ̡
Ҫʱ̣һ˶ʮͽΪ׵Ϻڡ
رһֻһ֡סͬһʮԺˣ
¡а㲻ԸϾߣ! 
ǹڳ״ˡ
ҡŪٵƭҡ
˺·һճĴƬ˰УʮǰµǸӲȻ

ֻϷʱһ㡣йϵɶӣֻȥм
ǻ֮СϷң˿ԴƲףȱ
ڲȻڣѾʶԼ˺Ϸ빲ˡϷܳɹ
ȥϷҪʿɰ͡ϷҪ𷴶ԱȨģ
Ϊ˽ǧټưϴˢԼҳ֡ȴڣǧټ
ءʤˣ·һͽԶǸǧ
ϷˣļйıѸŰѩͬһ
µĴӰͷⶳĺ޴˿ǷҲ? δĶů
ߡȰϾļıѩϵƮǰĺϲ
ϵ֣Թѩԭ׷Ұõˣ¯ߵĺ˵ػȻ
Ϸӷ˹ø롣ѹҵıҲԸⱻ
ߡǻֻΪְһǧġǵ
ʳͣ£С! 
һϸ΢ƾꡰ׿ӡ͵ϾͶ϶һڻ
зʱ򶯣޷ʱͣоԼʯĶ͸
ͷһùɵ֦ҶճʯʵĹľӰҡ
ƽŲʯײ⼸Χ̽˸飬֪ʯһײи
˿һڶһЩС̨ףֱͨʯһʯ
ס̨ͷ˶ҲͣҲͣ
Ʈ߰ˡͷʯסһʿڹľУڲһ̨С
˽ܸеʿ¡һˮζʹϸǰǸ
βʿͻȻµػͷƶ䣬һƬλΡһ
Ųӣʯ䲻һүͷʲôʿ
¹رɷףûȳ͵رҧסһؿڣʿ
һͷ¡ñͷ䣬һͷ㷢ٲ! April 27 1998      
аŮˡڻʿƺֻǸˮļСɫÿ
֣ʿɵظֱͦ㣬Ҳ㡣˼סĻ鲻
Ա볡ҡһʿ÷ڸǶҪʲô? һϸ
Ķͨżϵ򣬴ʯһЩϸ
Сָʾƣ״ǰ׼Ĵӡһ΢ʹŴתժ
ϵĶڿ˵Ѽ䵽
ϣ̸ڲ񶯻»ԭδ
ɵ豸Զ϶Ů൱ıʲô? ѵأѡλ
ܶ㿪ܾʹ׼ѵص㡣Ѿ˻ʿɡ
ʲô? ô? ڿЩ? ǽͣ? Ǹһ
ֻԼ׵ĳͽ? ֪壬β߸¡ǰ
ֿɵáһĵȼ˲Ͱȫյù̡ѾŮˣ
ɽȪˮһοԼݵ;ͷȻ˿̣һڲ
Ůˣ־طûǱӱҡȲһǿŲ
û쵽Ǹϡ
ûٿδֻǰѶĶסǸԻĶʹ
ϣָⶼûƤʯסʲô
! ûЧϷʲô͸ʲôһͻԼѣҲΪ
ֻǻþȫ¼ϣ˯һ
ǻ߳
! ᡣ
ˡóɴͷϡϳģ룬ֻɫͷ
֡
ʿɵԸΪģ㽭pϺpգ㶫ppϣʡһ
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ʡеطԱʿһļϡζΪǰᣬľж
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ʽǮפ콻סЩʵоͽפдʡӵܣ
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ʵһܿƴʩȡѶȱȹݾöࡣ˺ֻܴŪһ
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ܹӻȻ档Ϸľռȫ½֮һվ
֮ͺ֮ϷĲʹսʤʵƾеķ
֮Ҳж⡣ô˿Ǹ˾Թ? ʿһĪչ
ʱϵ۽µһʲôܴ򶯹Űİ˾? 
ڵĴλ߰ɱ! λߵûκκϷԡ뱱Ȩ벻Ƿѹ
ңǺҲַʥ! Ȼ˾ͬⶰĳ
ʡ˵뷨Ϊֿˣȴһ°͹ĸıư
СǾĿֱͦظȷʵɿϾӵһ硣
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ŷ˵꣬ıͷԵسĬ˺һApril 28 1998      
˵ĺ߼һͷҲܡҪĶȴûó
֤ݣһҲáûκ֤ݡô֤? ô֤
λ̾ӳǱɱڳ? У󡣼ʹͬ
ô֤ĸ߲ʿָ? Һֱ䶯й? һҲû֤
֤: ǲ㰵ɱģһ֡˵ͷͷǵɱĹ˵
ͷͷǵ˵ڱ죬ôͲǱ죬ΪĳЩ˵Ŀ
һ? 㵽ǲ˻ɡֻҪһͬ
ߵ˻ݣ˫ָȫյһУͿԺڵһģһ
ǣתˡǱó֤ݡ
˵Ͼ̬̫Ҫˣ˭Ҳ׿ڡı̽ʽ
ζʲô? 
⡣ְҵ뻳ɺ֤򽻵ġһ㲻øı
ѯ衣ͬԼˡҪϴˢԼȾ͵֤
Щ⡣
ҿ֤ҡıĿֻص˵ڷ챻
òָƶٵ£ÿһ߾춼ȡӡָĿṩϣҵڡ
֤ݣһͷȷϺѣҲֱӵ֤ǳˣ
˵ʵ㻹ʲôɵ? 
ȻɡҲɣȫҲɡǷС£ȫ
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˾̬Ⱥʣվڷɺһ˵ģǱȨ
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ʮ֮ڣ֤ݱʮ֮óǾͲٵȴ
õ֤ݡ
ⲻ˵ˣҵ̬ѾʡıվϹİ
һȡݾ˾ľױȸıߣԻҲ޿кܶ໳
ɣҲкܶ໳ɣ˵ʮΪʲôǼٵ? ̽ǵȫ
ƻ᲻һ뿪򱱾빦? ˾Ҳڹ⻳Ҳ
Ц㲻Ҳ֤֤? 
˾˵Ҹ֤? ı΢Цʡ
ɽɽˮ㣬סʮ졣˾ǱҸ١˾Ȼ֣˵
ͦ
Բ𣬡ı˸񡣡˵תҪߡ
˾ٺЦ
Ϊƾһܷɻµȥɽ? 
Ϊµȥıͣ½Ų֣һ΢ͷʳָ
ɫŤ? ֻҪһȥžûһһսĿսӪ
ͻͷ䡭
ʿɹЦ
˿ЦҲսһʡ˾ɲˡҵĳ
ʱסˡ
˶˳Żʿɸ̨Цջ͡
˾ıš⼸Ͼʿձſ¹ڲɫ
ƷǵѾһʿӻ̳ȡ̨һ·ɻͲؽȥġ
ֻҪıºťͻῪʼԶ
ʮ졣ıָͷ
ɻתApril 29 1998      
йžһҽԺ
֪һжôӦˡܱסϯϯܿƾӡ
ӣһٶܽĺʮʡе侯ʲô? 
ﾲͬաһ׺Ļǽڰѳе׸档־Ļʿ
һȥҲ䲻ĸǰͬʱǰչʾı־
صĸ򿪡ȫŰµʿݡǰĳǹںڷ
ҺңеǱpݺύ֯Ź·ߵļҡ
ÿν½ڽɽδĺǱͧǳ񡣵粨
pɫӫppͼpɫpȫ׽豸pֵͬƣÿ̨豸ǰ
Űˣʱݡֻ΢ǱͧǱ
ͷǰ׷ԲʱٽҽǱͧͷͷͬĶ󺣡
ͬǴཾļ˼壬һΪɱˣһΪˡ棬
ҪǴ˿̣ѹһеǾȻǰˡ٣
һ㲣ϯȫƤ˰Ұ޾СҺѹݵĴܰ
һ̨ߴ֮䡣Щеĩpĩpĩpߺִ̽ͷϲ
ͣpעppĦpǿȺpⲩӼķÿָ
ȷִСÿźҲڼʱ֡ԽԽѪѹԽԽ
͡һۿžҪɳֻʣһǼܵ˥϶ªˡ
ûϣ? ʡ
졣Ͼҽȥƣ͹ȡ
βΣȹˡ
ΣͲΣͬ
϶? 
Ͼҽʼ磬ûش
濴źϯҪ˻ȥ̫Ҫˣڣ
ÿһޱȱոտʼӹйȻųɹַǳǵ
ԼĴͿܷաйȱʹ͸ͬϿһ
̶򡣹Ŵĳǻλ̳УСǻҲóϷߵͷr
ĳͶƱʲôˣֻҪƱȣ̱ȷκ˶
۶ĵλȨȴֳһ̶ʽڶڿ
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Ķ֣ҲȻλڵСƽʱĵڶǿԤһ浹֡
ȨǻȨļйͳĻں˻˼¡Լ
һë󶫸˳Ƕôɡֻڸ˳ݵķΧļҳλ
ûлʵ۵йʵһڲ֮ءڣëʱĽԪϵ½
äĿĸﵼµɻʹ£Ȩ塣ŵ˻裬
ЩӦ棬ֻӡȨɥʧй
йɴʧȥ۵ĺġûкĵĹҽʲô״̬? ÿ˶λƷ
ˣйʷһ֤һֵزйͳֻҩpѺս
pݩpռɽΪĵԼɫɫĳļۡĸеط
Ȩʹйֳ˵طȨͥľ档ëʱȨ
ķŴһ־񵽻ܷŴʮ֡ڵĸȨ
ʮ־ʱͷһҲʣǷġڣëĸ˳ݷʽȨ
ܣһûԼǧͷ­׵ǡĻٻй˵
ʶĤ񱡣ڵȨֻѪûȻۺģǿ
ۣû˵ʵǲòǹȨ
ǧȷԡֻҪоӣʵйվȫ
ĹؼȻܲܰסؼ? ѵ֪Լǰ
ܡԼôţԶһСȨֻȨзӡ
ӵȨǿppսpսѩpϲЩɵģЩӵе
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ڽǰϯĴˡһжϯӰıӻ
˳ɣνġЮɡʧȥϯʧȥ۾ӵΨһȨ
ûӣʧȥӣʧȥйֱʧȥԼҽң
ֽѣʷ֪ʱôϯ? йô
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April 30 1998      
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˸񶨵ơĳԱûκ֪ϯʵ״ϯҲֻ
ΪסһҽԺͻָ鳤̽辭׼Ȱź
ֻܸŲĲҲǼġϯʵľܡ
ڣתϾҽܲܰѺѪҺѭһֱάȥ? ˵
˹? 
ĵز۾
ˣǸʲô˼? 
Ҫı׼ʲôһ˻ںѪҺѭͲ˵
ʲôʽǲҪģֻҪϯʹڡȨôֶë
ھѳʬ⣬ŽˮײĵǸйȴ䡣ֻҪҽѧ
һẕ̌ץҽѧôҽѧѵ˴
? 
ڿɲô롣ٽǾҽ߾סľ̵ؿһ
ۡ
ɲϵۡ
ףϼһﲻһζǨ͡
Ҵڷǳʱڣ÷ǳ׼⡣
ڴ۾
ȼ忪ʼõʱ޷˵˻Ű? 
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ƺʱ˥ߡŲηġཀྵཀྵڴĲ
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˶εһԺȻϣ¾ϯȻ֪
ȻɲɿܡͲ岻ǶϯǶԱˡϯ
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ִƾӣӶִйöֻ࣬Ҫһʱ䣬Ϳ԰ǸӰȫԼ
ˡϯʱ١ޡй¡ص񣬲ֻͬʷλ
϶һʲô? μҵʹͬ
֡ôڣҪп֪˼һ꣬ٽҽҲϯ
ļǡ濴ʾϵĹ㡣ʵڲϲ⡣ǵʲ
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ѸʿǼһûʲôϵǰҽʿѺʲô
ڸǣҽԺҲ֪ϯйءֲ²᲻ֶߡô˵ļ˿
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