April 11, 1998      
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鷿֮䣬ð̵ѪȾޱߵĴغա
ÿһӣʯ͸оԼЩһз𣬾ȵɢ÷紵
ݩpƤͻҳɸɾǶ½Ӳ¹ȶϡˮ
̫ůڡгׯڳһĻеУ
ܾûйôĸоˡ
ɵòÿһӡʮǰӵʱȫ山֪ʶ
ֻܸӵĻᣬ˻ᱻνѣֲɾΪ
Űʽ֦ѧһ
ﴫĶ̾ϢǲǸԶ
? ʰ֮УӬ˸жⲻǵһˡ
뿪˴ʮ꣬ߴΣÿʣȻÿֶҴҵ뿪ϻæ
ҵĶСæµжֵı׼׷Ľƺǲͣı
סææȥȴƺøԶѵæҲ컯а񣬶Ұ
ԼĶ¡нܶڶ⣬pp˵p޾޿С
ֻһѪһĶͷһƬĿ飬һУֻ
ϡͷҶƮ㡣
ѾǼ¼ˡô꣬Ȼͻ磬ڸϣܰ
һĽɫЩ˶ѻֻҪһУҪͷǻ
ʱǲĽ˷պޣʵ֤ѻǸһʱ
һЩ˲̡򷢵ֻѻ˲һθһ
ܹȷʵҪµСѻҲһ鱻ιë䲻
ǣһ֡ϾͽˣֻһɢʮŻء
ȻҪĿѾﵽǲʣ֪Ą̊́ȴŸɣ
Ӳǰ꣬ǹʱϷ˭Ҳ֪Ļʯϣģ
ģʾǾͻ͸ûбסʮŻصֻҪ
̫˾ýͻÿһ֣һɽĻ𳵡
͹ȥһȻסڹ֦ҡ֦ǵӳǱ֪ʶ꼯廧
ܴĽ飬һ֦ˡ֦ˡ֦ǰסżң
ڱɷϳţԼҡסһʮˡÿ˰֦
ɵũڸһת죬ϦУϷɵ㡣
ÿ̨ò˶ãͷֻٻȥԤԷչ
ЩһʱġšҲʰĽؿڿȥƺ
ȥˣеİ취ʹˣе˶ȴˣһȴܽ
ʹ˺ޣǲܲԭΪǣ
ʹ⡣ʼͼéppϷԡ𽥣ǳ
ʹᷳƶòȥǸصθСô? ۿϵ̨
ܾ˳ϯȫƾҵ׷׵գǧʧҵߵĺ໴Ȼ
ڣθҲһ٣ǷڵΣñס
ȣֻжȻγȣȴûıķߡ
ȥûÿڴٽߣԽԽֱûθк
ıɱʲô? 
죬֦ž˵ôбµˣ汣׼ȥ
ҡҡͷظȥһһȥҲ˵ʲôˡ
֦۾ô˵ɡ
ġһȥʲô? ýһľѷοҲľֻǸ׸ˡ
ԼȶˣͷеӲ
ʯľڹȶϡԽԽСѾֹﻻšŹȲݶ
£һ֧Ϻ̡겻ˣһ¾Ϳ䡣Щ絽ÿα
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ԱһЩеȻȥͷŻǹ
ɱǵֵġѾ壺Ͽֵ̹Ĺ
ӲʱִѲֱȲڻϵǹɱǡݵ飬
Ǻʡںˣ游һ˵걻ձԾɱɱǳڶԡ
վúĲѵܵ֯ӦĿǰչȫ
ΧѲٱ߿ɵýǧԪ
ڱĻ½Ȼô˳ؼǣ˵ɱ
򵥡ǿӲɡ·ѾʼȫŤתºɡȥΪһ
ըԵ¾ߣϳվúЭ顱; ͣǷձծ; Ҫй
Ƿձծйȥձսϵһ;ȡغʡ
; ظԮƺrطһϽɹҩrвƷʵй޼۩rũƷ
ͳͳrϺԴʵơ
߲ĶУʯ겻κϵʮŻҲһֱмɫʡԴ
￪ţйʼڶԪ״̬֮𵴡һִ֣ĹģԶ
ãȻȴѹȷֲִ߽⣬Էĳ
ϣɿƺͼӽƽºɡ͡ǿӲɡ£ݡ
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һžңһͳѾءʯ꿴ֶԪ״̬תԶҲ·
ġҪôһԪҪôһԪɣҪôһԪƻãҪôһԪгãҪôһԪ
ҪôһԪŻҪôһԪƣҪôһԪ˽ơ϶ŵȥȱм
ѡûеģֻȱ֮ɵĹ̥ϣһԪɣֻ
һԪάõĸǰģԡºɡܳºͣҲ
ܽìܡշչȻǵⲽһԪȫķ˹ͳΡ
֦ſտڴˡʯõĹװڴ˲˵˭øʲô
֦úܽʱͷĥġÿһĿ
΢΢ſƺƫһǶȾܿʲôʯ̧ۡŵݵƽأԶ
Ƭɽ¡ïܵݣҷŨܵڵڣ
޲ݣһƬơˮʧʹһƬ֣ĸɿߡ
ǣ֦һΡδɷڴ̲ݵ¿ϣŰ
˫ȡֻʮ꣬ȴȿڴסѣôֲڵСеؽ
һ
ΪЩոһյ⻶֣ΪЩpɽº֮л֦ÿ
˴壬ഺﵴϴѧʱ֦ϴӰӣ
ͬȪˮﲨߴΣÿι֦ӼʮżҸϻһ棬
һһȥԶŸʮĹ֦
Ρ
April 12, 1998      
ĸǣ! ֦ȶ溰
߳
ҿʯɶǽˡ
ɶ? ˺Ĺ! 
㣬ʯǴɲˣֵġ
ǸĨСӣָ׳ں硣ϸͷ
ȣְǰץ˵ع־˸پѡ˴峤
һ峤ࡣ
㰡ǵץ򳡣Ͽʳ⡣ѰﱤˣԺϵʳһ
ʣҲ÷š˵أʯ? 
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٣Ҳ˵ĵģˣʵûɶĶУһ
˾˶࣬˭ҲûСУץһȥ¡
ˡΪ˷ֹ٣Χϳ˱ţɸ׳ɣĸ
ͻ֧֡Щ¯˲ٴ󵶳ì˲֪өp
ҩǹҲҳʳںл˼֧˰ʽǹϾҴһ֧
ڲ˴ίչķڻ˶ķɴʩͬʱ˵Ҳ
ϵ׼ʱ䣬ֻоίװȻΪֹͷ¶ȫְ
ʯȴʱʱܸоӵľ޴Ӱվں档û׵ĸıǲ
ܵġ
ȨйἸǧάϵͳεĺġɥʧȨɥʧͳεֹϽṹ
ִ˲ɽ⣺ȨԽǿἡԽ޻ҲԽ˥
Ǹ磬οԿȨȶȴֻܱȨɱ󳱵ʹ
ƽӢʹȨиĸĸıȴȨͷŻ̼
á峯͢ĸĸȸĸĸһ黹࣬ȴ̨ԭǴȨɥʧ
ʮݩpսŽʯpëһӢźͼۣϼǧ
ʹȨؽٴͳεĽǶĶѱסȨ
չ֮¡ǳԴǳðv߶ϲwȨڡĸ￪š
֮⵽𺦲ǰСʱֻȨıȨÿ
ṹеɥʧǰ߳˸ëֿؽһĵͰɽǧ͵
ȨȻȥףһɥʧǸˮաʱȨǹ
ûбġǹӵľӾͳΨһȨ
δɹĻȷʵʹйάֵʱ䳤һЩȻйƿ
ħĸ￪йĲɿѾ̫ˣ̫ˡɽ
Ʋɵغȥ赲Խ󣬲ԽǿƱعͬ顣
ȴ¡ѾڽөǽһԪǶԪ
һҪ
ǸġԽԽˡЩ꣬ʱоʼֻҲˣ
ԽԽƵΣ޴󣬴û߲Ρ޽ţڱƽ̫
ſšһһϢȴضɽҡĺһε
ɽ汼߻ȫѪڡ
ʯ磬֦ҡһѡզ? 
ûʲôġʧˡׯŴ̡
ȥɣóηˡ
ٸɻ˺һ
ҿɱˡ
ʯ꿴֦һۡƽʱδ˵ֻʱȵСӣڿһٽҲ
ߵøһ͹֦۾һӴһ¡Ļܰջ
Ҫӣֲ֦á
ҷŵСֻӲ
һвԱȫԵľܾ۹ۡĿɣʳͿ
pһȫġռةpʳֹͬ
ַֹȨֻܴκһ߶ûоܾȫ
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㣬ܶһЩʳЩǸգĻ̡̻ƺˮǧ
󼢻ĵĴȴ͹ˡũΪȫСĶӣҲ׼۷ǵͷԽ
Խǿʳ߬ԼʱԽ׬ǮͽԽࡣ
ڴͳʮ֮ϵսƤٵԴһݼϲ㡣
ڡĵײʶƶ֤ʹԴĹϵԱ൱ȶ
ƽ״̬ȫƽȵʶĸ￪ְƽƶ
Ʒƽȱ׷ÿ˶ԴʱҪһ޴ıʮũȫ
ԸͶⳡȡıʱйԴϵͲɱɥӡȻѾ
뿪עλã뵽ʯﻹ˵ĳء
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ָ֦ʩ÷ٽҡͷҲûء
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կǽҲòࡣڣΪ˷٣ɹ̯Ǯذկǽ
ȹȥˡҶᵽկǽ档֦Զ·կǽ޺ãҶ
ҪկӣȰηͷȥ·ϿտյΰԽԽңûи
ܳ;˾Զɽϣһӿģһӹ·ͷʻϸ
С̳˾໥׳·ҪôûҪôһǼʮϰ
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֦ͷںڣɢ͸ɲݵֲڵָһ̼Ƶ
ط䡣һ֦ѾʮǰǸҰһ
Сһλڻɷũ帾ŮϣǾ
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֦ʵ˫źİڸմ򿪵ɢĸƽûг
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ڰĲַƵףȵĹȴڹ֦鷿ϵ⣬һж
pˮʹյĴʹʯ
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ôϸôײƮꡣ
̱м䴭Ϣʱںܽĵطͣ¡һ˴ӿ
µġˡϡ
촩·! Թ֦˵
! ! 溰˺ܶࡣŲ߽ûˡһ˵򿪹
֡һ
֦ƿַš
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ʮpȫĹˣÿ˶ǹʽķӵӡš
ʦһһʻֱͣڲͬũſڣ³Ⱥװˡ
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֪ǲһǲǳԿġ
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April 13, 1998      
Ҳѽ! ֦ҵţУץסС
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ĸλ? 
ͬú󡣡ͷش𣬲²ʯݡ
¡ʯץŹ֦˵˷ˡ֦ͦء
˭? ʯͷ
˭? ͷڶһơ˭˵? ȫѾһû
¹ˡ
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걻һգǵ㴢޼£ûϵѾʼ϶١
Ϊǽ˵⻰ʱһҲšʳֻǱˮнΨһָ
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԰ũÿһٳͽǣʮֶǧũ񱣳˶
ӵٲСʳũԼ˵Ҳûǡ
˰ɣʦͷ¶ɫ˵˶ӡ
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ǲʦҿҲˣֲûǸɲʲôġ㵹ǰʣ
ǵҪʲô? ǹ˲뵱ʲôϴ磬Խũүү̣ͷҲУֻ
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ȹʵʩɵʱˣҲ! ͷһûʱϻˣ
! 
˵һ䡣ʯ굲סҪֵĹˡûУǽũũ
޷˽꣬ӳԶȫᣬҲԼ
ҲȽһ! ͷѾ൱Ͼÿ! 
ʯ꿴һ۹֦ںǰȺǹĴ󺺡һʯڣҲס
ʯĴɲ̨ҲձסȺС˻Ƕ
ָͷ¡ʯһ㿹ҲûУߡ˵Ļ
ġ˹̨ıȻԡ֮ʣΨǿؽƽƣÿ
˶õԲǶһݣһЩ˱һЩ޷Ҫ
طɣҲ赲סǵжǵŮҲ֦һҪҪ
ֻú⼸죬Ͱ֦ʳʹȲֿҲҳһ
ꡣ
֦һЩɡʯ˵ͬʱŲһ£ӵַ
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ʯ㡭ûİô˵? ˵һΪũ˵
㵱˴ɲ˼ǡ
˰ʯտĢ́
Ҹ! ֦ȥǴϡȴڵϣס
ҧߡü˷˰쾢Űק˺¿۵ˣˡư·
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ӡʵĴ֮žҺĹıӡǸոյɻ֮
ϡĺƵһô? ô? ˴վţʲôҲ
굱֪ʱֻһ棬ڵ˼άϰѾʱз棬ǵ
ԽȫԽûа취Խ޷ҵһж׼ҲЩΪ
ɥԭɡ
ͻȻʯͬ־ڲ? ʯͬ־ڲ? 
ա֪ʱһֱɻͷһ߻䣬һС
ʯֱ͸Ļջӻ֡ͻĺѾϰΪжϣ
ĶܱҵȻûκְʲô? 
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ʯͬ־뵽ɻҪͨɻǳ
ȫ۹ʯꡣ
ߵ֦ߣ·ӿţȫˮû˵
ֱֱɻ
һ侯ٽ֡
ҽܳۡ
ܳͨѶٰѻϵĵӵ绰ͨĻϳ½Ȼ飬
Ļϻʧֻʣ˸Ĺ㡣ͻȻһ½Ȼڰ칫档
ʯ꣬½Ȼӱ鵽ǰᣬƽȣЩСһ
ְλ㵣Σ֪ǷȤ? 
ʯ̾һӿߵĻǡҹˡϵޱܡվڹ֦
͹֮һһеΪƺȫǣһ
걼ڡְλ֮䣬ֻоô
ڵȴһʣʲôְλ? Ҳֻһ棬ڳ˳ٳǰԼ
ܵõʲô
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ܳ΢Цؿ̫ѾбɫҰɽ
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ֻǹȥչǰһȫĩٲ֮֮ȥıʿīͣǰ
׵˶֧㣬յУܲɴ˸ıйʷ? 
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½ȻĻ
ֻҪ³һ֣ͻˡƬĻ
įĺӢһʷǳִһǧǰ۳
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ʯ̧ͷľ޷صǰ
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Ҹһ±𡣡
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䣬һǹĺ졣ɰڷɻϣ̶֦ſ
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ҵȥʯš
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Ҹİȫ
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ظɢһƬ졣Ȼ˵ѲɼʯȴһԲ
ף鷿֮䣬ð̵ѪȾޱߵĴغա
April 14 1998      


ʱ̣ص㣬ʿͻȻʶԼһµ񣬲ٽһط
ϵеǣˣһκģһ֡
Ǹıб漣سΧеˣܵٶȾ
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ܵϺŲʿɵֻһߣȻֻһ˲űѪס۾
ڲѹεûʿɲ㷸ಡ
б׷Ⱥڽ¡˾ƴȰġʿûлͷ
沣ƬճѪʹӰģ
ǱһϷʡձ鷢ųⱱ˵ķ糱ԭǸԹѾõ
⡣ϱ÷չˮ׼Ĳƽʹۼǧ򱱷Ϸҵpp
ΰpӦpͨصΣƺӿֽһӾ
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ְɣָ췭ظź! ǰ龰ʹʿɸе泩ɡ˵ҵֵز
΢е紵ݶľȴȶȶζӮˡ
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һ̫ˣΪǹӾͿΪΪ? Ǿȫʵʵ
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ҿƾշһʴƣܹ͹˽ʱȴһ嵽סȨΪ
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ʿɱ£ܻϵĲǼٵġȻ˸ƽ֣תΣΪϾ
һΣеһΣԤʾԺϳΣʡ޵۹
׳ҪԼյԷô֪? ӿ? ͽ˭? 
ɲͷβĳǵԽԽд¥Ĳת˲䱻Ҹ
⡣½˺֮УƬƮҶӡ
ʹ˷񣬻ʿ̾ϢȻЩűȱȽǣȻϵԼӻ
ʹ𾪡û뵽ӻ޳ܣڼҲЦݡӣ
Ҳ֪ˣֻΪνбסԼķߣѶŪӱ
޿֡ˣʶг֡ÿ˶ô̰pɩp
ųͶ񶾣ȫĿֻռˣռҵĩpռĩpռ˵ģ
թ˺֮ȫǶpp̨һһʲôϣ? 
April 15 1998      
ڵ绰ˡʿͲ
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˾֮ĸˮһ֮ٲðڳļǱ
һñ˲˿˵ϵĻȫִ̼˵ܷʽС
ȻBȻࡣ
뿴İʡί794ļҳ
ʿ΢ЦҡͷôôأBֱ˵޷ǲһɡ
ҳһֻʲݵļ: 
ȥᱻ
ô֪? ŻͲֶʱܡ
绰ѼȻ
磬칫绰Ҫ̸ϸҪ̸ɵרھ
ûȺ򡣱Ͱææûеһʱ䣬ֻϳǰӹ
׼õļʲô? غľ治Цеһգ
ͻȻǰʡ۾￴ζʲôֻҪڸʡͱ
ѳ־棬Ȩ·ҲУΪΪس䵱ʯ? һ
ͻᱻͽУҲյϷɻͳͽȻô֪? 
˼΢ƽһЩͨݵĵ绰ǰ㽭ʡȥ
㱨ѣڼܿʡ治òӵ绰ѵӡ
˵ɷһʧȥϵʿ䰲οĻҲû˵ľȻµ绰
ϣȺͷչͻһҿųȥֻʱƬļ
Ǯ񶼿տգְԱҲһӰᵯΪش𣬱
˻𣬲Ҵ¥򾯲Ͷȼƿ
ó֯ģĬǵĿǰ̬ҡҰ! Ҳ
⡣д췴λãʮĵ·ԲӦ
Ӧ롣ͷǸʲô룬а취Ըֺáһֱɵؿ
ͶˡǻҪ¹ҲܲμǽеĻ顣Թ
ˣ˱ɽ·? 
˾ŵػͷǰ漸Ѿһ١ȼƿۿҪӵǰֵ
һһ˭Ҳܶʿɴ򿪳ţûκν̾ʧھũp
pʧȥǵȺС
һСֱȥֻмףǳκݡݰΧһӳĴ԰
Сֻһ̫¥¥ͨϾɵʽȴֳ֮
ʽpʽpձʽpʽͬĲ֡ԭʡСдǰ
ǻаװ޳ڵӡǻָ׬ǮǰһԳ
ֵľݵ㡣ǮõĺôȴʮһΣ˸
λġ
ǻ֣һӣεٸɾҲɫʿͻȻ٣
ϲʹһ±˺ں졣
ʡҪͷ! ˫ֱȭϹҪǸʵĶӰ£Ŷ
ϥǡ
ˮƵΧʮˡһǻһĹ̽ʿǸ
ŵĸ̡һЩֱ仯ӵܷġºɡӡмɡ
ͷͷǱķߴģҴߡһʿɣȫ
һվ¾ʱ̣ص㣬ʿͻȻʶԼһµ񣬲
ٽһطϵеǣˣһκģһ֣һ
ʽľߺĴͷˡ
ûΪͻȻ١
ǽ̸ɡƽ˵мλáƽֵϷԡ
April 16 1998      
ȨһϵзԸغʡо顣طȨ
˽˾ãϷԷ֧׵ҵ˽Ӫҵ
ϽƷһͽʹ̵굹աҵ˰ߣ̯ɱ
r涨һϵ޼۴ʩrȡ˽Ӫҵҵr˽߽ܵǹér
ǶʲǧԪϵ˽ҵҵʵйл
......ﱱҪǹƨ! ǻ޺;Ǹ
˽Ӫҵϰ壬ҪӪƷŷީppǩp۰Ķ㡣ν
ڡ˵ֻ˽Ĵʡ˭ҲŪ˶ǮȻ൱ɹ۵һ
ֻӲͨУķʹʧһƸټϹ
л꽨ڻΪС
ʿܹ̣ҵpں˽ӪöԸζʲôɽ٣
ԴƶӹȥʡһԾΪٹ۵ıأȫغԽơû
Ҫÿڵ븣ļǧԪƱ󲿷ǳŽƷģҪ
Ŀ˽Ӫҵṩ˽Ʒֻ˽ܼо·ˣ
ԴͱжϡʹġԺ󣬱ٽطҲһֱֶԲ߱˽
βͬȨȫ˦˹ȥϵƽհǰ˺ͼȫ
ҪõķչҲҪ᳹Ȩ־Է˹ֶηһӺ赲
طұѾܣԹֳţʩpҵ׷ױ
˳ķ糱Ҳ޶ԡǸһص⡣ҵǸѪ
ĹͷȱԼʵҵȫʺͺҵ춨δٵĻѪ
ˣͷٱߣ񲻾ֻʣһ̯ࡣ
֣֮Ĺ̽ͷȫǻһߣ󺰴Уʱ˫֣
ӡʿûбؿǡⱾʱôЦҪڲ
ˣǻʡ˵׼καʾ
̸һɡλǰ칫ľѡǸˣֱ仯
ʱس͵͵ϼңܱѲ
ÿ˩۹̽ϰ廹ǡºɡʿӣְ˻ʿ
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һֱ˹ĴͱзּҡקźȣϷԶɲʱֻǷɧ
ͬͬôɡȻڵ֮ʣ뱱ͳ
Ψһ·
ѵʿϰǷΪʦǸķʾǷг
ú˼ϷģȺڻȫ߱廧С̷ҲΪͦ
ս㽭pϺpգй㶫ppϣͬˡʶԱ
ỶӭйӪϷȻȱپһǮȴܳԣ
ñʡĪĵطϰԼҲɵֹҵҲ
˻صֻǵ͸ķʱһжֻ߱һ䡣
ʡǸɰ! ǻ˵ǰվһ֣Ǹ͵þ! 
Ŀⶼڴؼڻʿϡ
ʡõĽ˵ϾͰ죬һ
! ʿڱһ
ǻ̲˵ˡһ죬һһࡣҲ죬ʿ
Ĵ۾ͻݵˣǻм㡣ʿûߵӡ
˻ῴɫһܿپܾǱʡս𡱡ڳһ˴˴ǰ
˵컨׹ʵ˭ﶼףν̸ɹİգֻá
ãݡһֱĬԭߵⲽףһӴȥˣ
ðעһķգһдͷʼܶôٿǧȻԷ
κηѡǼܻôةpߴp᲻ɴݣηٸǿ
˶Ϣ顣ǻȺϰ׼¶ԪֻҪӦͷ
ġʧܣǮԱ֤ϸûܣԸ·ߣ
䵽ڵ䡣죬һİ򣬶ֲһδǰ;Ŀֻţ
Ҳ˵ʱʱǶôмֵ
ڣǵǳʱˡ
Ҳ޳ɶ˵
ȫ˶ɫ
ŶǸߴĬһᣬӿԸ˸̵ӡ
йһ֣˭ҲɸıʷʵǸҪҵ
ȨǶķѺ档ֻҪʺǵʽͷչ·һ
ڲͬʱģʽСƽͬ־ǰơһΪṩ
ۺʵݡȻ۵һƣ̨һƣΪʲôи
һ? ǹơƻͳһֻҪһơ˼·
ӦȫƵĳ㡣
ͣƬ̣λǰ칫ĸֻܺõ֣¶Ц⡣
ҵɢȫ˷ܵƵƵͷ
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ͻȻһȽУ󾩾Ļ̨ࡣʱȫѻȸһȲ
һˣǴ⴫ͭεɫŴ򿪣һߴӰվſڡ
ʿτxʱʧȥѪɫ޷ţֻǻӰʡ! ô
ϴŰЦô? Ƴһ۱ˣǻӰÿ˶ħһ
ɴ۾Ƴһ۴⣬ԺŽգеɹ̫Ӵ϶ȸ
塣ǣ? 
! ʡֺһסʿɡʮͷ⣬ò졣
Ƹʡһֱλ͵ţΪȥ˵ˣ㵹
ͶûҰ׵ȡ! 
һһѲӣϵطĽк! ʱˣ
ļӲС! ϵڳÿһˣЦèһȺ̱ĺӡ
ʿԸһ֪ƺʲô֪гֵ׼һֱ
ڰһտˡ
April 17 1998      
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ĴˡӵĲϿ϶ҲʿȻ򣬵ص! ¥һص
ֱͨʡ칫¥Ļʱڵķն겻ã类ʿֻ
ϡǵã鳤ʱ˵ŵԿԿʱ
ֻ˵˾䡰Զڲ֪ܷ˴ô
鳤! ʡС绰һ˴! 
ʡʮųһη²ʮԽϱһȹǰͬ
ʮˣȴĶ֡ǻÿ˷һݱʺֽ
д! ˭дÿ죬дϸҷö࣬˭͵õܿ! ʡ
ֻ֪һ˷ܵıʾڱʾǹʵʵ!
ʡȥˡҲȥѲķ䣬Ҳ̫ˣΣһȥ
ʿһԵĻᡣ
е˵! ϻԸǻǸȺʡ⣬
ʡ! 
С? ǻ鲻Ȼе㲻֪롣
ˣʱҪʲôǹ! ʿɽüͷղڽϣϳеı
ǻ˾ָӡϰǿ϶Ļݺ͹Ķ˾кü˴
ԽҲͣ䱸绰ϰ¶Խ󣬳ͻԽأԽ
һ
ǻǰķʱ䡣ݴȻڹ
ѹ˲ˡȲóԽһͷ䡣
ʿĿʱȺڶҲպøϵȺ̼ѳκΧһ
һȥȫǷڵͷʡ! ʡ! ......ֺͬɽѡ
ʿʱɱΧűС¥վһȦǵ̬Ⱥڵ⡣ʯ׷
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ڴһԺĺҲ֮ͣסʿ΢ƫһǶȣ͸ӿ
ʡͦصվ¥еĴ̨ϡ
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ͣһɫı۳Կײڵϡ
ҪʿɷԸˡһֱȥ͵ʡ
˼Ҵҵ߽ŵһĸо
ǻһȥһˡʿ˵һ֦ǹ
ǻûװͿϴһ¥ձ׼ıڳвͳһ֦ǹ˽ǹ֦Υе
ǮȫӺ򡣻ʿɲҲ֪ǻ˽صǹֻһ֦
Ҳáʿû֦ǹһӵ
ǰĲȺڸӵʯһʿɲڴ⿴ʿĺ
ס׿ȺڵһŰһţ̨ϵʡ
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ʿɲÿԼλãʾǻǰ
ǿһǹ˵һָͷָһ´Ⱥڡ
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ǻϢһ˿ĭذǹڶ׼ϵĶ۾
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ΪʡҾƻԼļ԰ҲᱳҸҵ! Ļ
Ӳѳʹ! ߱ؽܵѹ
顱
ǹڻʿɶбһϸļСǰȺһСӾŤ
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һĺеĲƺͬһʱ顣ŭͳ¥¥ڿ
ţѲϵԿšһȦȱˣ롣
April 18 1998      
йݣ£յ
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ʿ˳ͻⳡɾаʡ鳤һµʡ
ʹŹδҽԺʹܱסҲɥʧԻ
ܲȫ̱
ٿĸʡ˴ίԭʡʿɴʡ
̫չ
˿̰֮˻ôٵԴ? 
ѾĲҶһƬɪͻҰⴣĹƱеøӽףʹ
Ǹ̵̵ԵȻǸϵĽϳ˰׵׺һ̵ʲô
ûУȴԷذչǡֵسչÿõļ߶ȰѾͷ׼

վڴˮߵĲιߡƱŵĶһڲϼӳ
üʮԱάеԽʹЭ˷ܲѣȴ
һ㣬ôһ׼ۻһȵձ˴߹ժ
۾һۡ˫۾죬۹һϷʣǸ˥ϵһҲ
ôҲ벻ĸо죬һζʲôͷǵıӰʧڴȺ
Уûϸĥ
ĶˣԶͷʯꡣվɴ㣬Եݡĥ
÷ףӷʴͷճû͵ĳȣ̡֧˵Գι۵
ݡͨ˶һ顣һƮɾһ
ټηԼѿʼÿ˵۹⿴
м۸屶ұӦһСơʯʣµƱΡֻȥ
˲עĿظμĸʮƱΪʹװͨˣ
ҲóȺ
Ը㷢ʲơûбҲƱܸǵչɫˡ
˼ĸоеѡ
? ʡ
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ǴΡżȻԺûһֱæչɫЭᡱﱸһ
ĿزۡȻЭû롰ġ˶Ǿʽ׼
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ѡЭ׷ɫƽ֯ܲ͵¹̵һ£
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ʯҲʱʯҹѵ绰ҡȻҪġʵء׼
͡Эͷͷ̸һΡ޳Ӧ跨ȡչĽ
һͨڡݲιչ
չӿĹڲ֪䶯չĿǰ΢Уʯ
ĹһͱȥʹĴΡһǿͨڡԭ򡣳
㷢֤ΪֻͨһӭӣЭǷɢ
չȺ
һչǸߴ񷶥˸ĹʣңԶϵ
ֲͬ͡ɫʡÿɻ滭pܩppģͼƹ
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pսpɱѪڴӡһſͷ­¡ɫȫǻp֩p
Ź˺ޱ飬ؽڷһֱضɫһ
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pΪ飬ħûɫɾԳƵĴɣĹ
ƶе¥ȺڳɶѵĲ԰׼ģУذɫ԰שp
ײĽʬppƩpکpɫΧƵɫ͡ɫûִ
ȫȻģʵġĲݣׯڣˮһǿ׳
ˣһǷŮˣ̻¶ʵ塣һʹСں
СϷһֻСŲһ۾ۺɫͷűӡͺ֮
ȴܾþ˵Ŀ⣬˸еɫ
κ˶޶ԡĻܾϰˡǴ
ңݣΪչṩѵЭ֪ʶܵ
㷺֧֡ˣϩpةp͹pƹȸҲǾ˵ģƱ۸
ͨչʮȴƽʱʮҲֹ˺䶯һšֱ죬
òʼƹƱ
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ܶ뿴ɴǸԽϸڡɫ˺õŮѪˮ
ŢԭҰˤӡһһΧ۵˰죬þòߡŮһ¶Щ۾
⡣ɫЩɫܼҲ˴ڡнʬİɫͺ
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˵Ĺ׬Ǯȴ˵չǡʶָ̬ίԱᡱر
չĹ֮һ
April 19 1998      
ʯÿǰ涼ĬһԵ֡θоһҡ
κʹж˵Ϊȡʯѹ˾һֱ½Ȼָ
ίϹй룬ʵɾίƣֱ½ȻƢŲòòǿ
˼ǵʯͷϡչûʹʧǶⷬĵһ㱨
һļޡģ񱴿һԶſֺϳһ塣һ
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pϴp΢¯p绰p¼ppԡpΩppϹpССɳ
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ppëƷpѧϩppƤȸԭϵĵԴԼṩЩԭ
ϩpԴʯͩpú̿pʯpɭ֩pֲȵʮǰļͥͬã˯
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ǵ: ˮ׼¡ĸʶΪܸ˩p˽׵Ĺ
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˵йһ׼ʽֲֲĲ㼤ĸ
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ȡ㣬ͻת˵Դݶֶʽµĵ״̬н
ʹ˼ʶпᡣйѾɴ˲ѹ: 
ͨͣḯܣأϵĲͶȫĸۺϳĽ
뿴һȺӰҶδ档
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ĻǰһӰ񲿡һλԱʾģһר
豸ӰͶĻɼùģǸΪһ塣߱߳
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׷
April 20 1998      
ݿתƳ¼ҲĳɵŵƬֻҪ˿ѡĻϵľ廭棬Լ
豸ǰӦͿ뻭غϳһ𣬿ȥǸֲ
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ʯ꿴һŷеĹżЩƵװϼʷδ󼢻ʱĲ״˵
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ϱʱмԶġ⡱ʵϾ⣬˳һ
ʽšֿǸձˡڷЧӦĲǰһȡ
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