April 1, 1998      
ôаͺ
ˮ״ڳһǳصƣ˫ֳӶ
ŮӰʦ˯ˣȻߵӰpףαװ÷
Ρһ׼һﴧʲôҪͷֱ
ʻԱĻͺˣ׼ڡӰ־üǮѾ죬
ﵹ˲٣ûüǮġ
ֻ߳ľںˮϣﵹ٣
߼ĶӰȴֶǣֻҪֶ
Ķٲ뺰һ֪ȴĶǶôǿ
ͶڸֻҪһ¶ԼǾͷǵԼҲ뿪ǲŻ³֡
ȻֲȤ
Ǹһ±ңѹ·ƤǽɫģĲߣ
꣬ȳƽӶʹĵܡ
ȻңһŮŮӰʦЦݣ׼
ĸ߱Զ㾵ͷǿʽĴҲԸ⻻ʽذɡ
ֻüһοţǸѾһŹֵǱˮʼװһ֧״
صǹСҪʲô? ŮӰʦƶĥɱ? ΪʲôְѷϹͷڰ
ҳһ? 
ˮˡǱˮмƬС״ͬġƽʱ£չʹ
˫ȵءˮУһغһˮ״̬
ˮףܿÿˮ״ڳһƣ˫ֳǹ
ӶǹһһСͲƽˮп֧ϡ
豸ף˷ʹˮƽ⡣õر˫ֳ
ǹˮеƣʱзˣ񽩻ĺһ沨ģȥ
ء
һƮˮĻҶڸˮµӰŮӰʦ뻻ͻȻ˵һˮ
Ϳ죬ӶһͷСط𣬻һߣȻ󶣶Ӱӵ
һ䡣ƮҶһǹһǹһͷڰշ𣬶
ӡһֻӱ𣬾ŵغᴩϰӣһľˮһǹʹӱ
һƬڡ
ŮӰʦŵ÷סȫ·һǸˮħ
һֻӾ! 

ʮŻ
ִ򵹶רƣִȺ˶
ʯ꿴ݵСռϡͷЦЦʱֻ۾ϸϸ
Сһͷĸоͨ㴫ȫʹ۾۽
ˮ֪ⲻӣֻǴӴⴵ硣Ѿǰˣ
һֱרͳΪȾۺ֢ĲС֪Լڳ꺬Ųʮ
жʱЦ: ҿҲܡû˵ʲôֻԵ
С֡ΪԼп޹ΣҪȥһġҸ
ķǴӡһĥ
ʯˣӰ칫̧ͷÿÿ뵽ӣľһʮˡ칫ﾲ
ġȥʱؼҡУƺԶڵȴʱ˵: ú
԰ˡ˵: ȥǺӰϻųεȹ
ʡֻ˵: ǰˡһ
ڵ˴ܽʵԭǷ˴ƴ룬ⶰ¥ÿ䶼̫ܣ
˷ֹԽܡ¥ÿһ㶼оӵײ㵽㱻ͬĵݸ
֣ÿֶҪǼǼ顣Щֹ˽ĴʩҲͬЧطֹ
˳ȥܻرɼֻǵߵһµ£ʮŻֳɡΪ˶
ûûҹĽÿ˶䱸о˯ʳҲѹڰѷͽÿ
칫ңʱͨѶһжϣչͳϷûԿףһ¾ͳ˵
ص͡η
ֲͻûڵƹԵó¾ɰʯʳطŽһţ⡣
ٽ߲Ļѧʹζϣ˶ġÿγԶ
ӳͷŵĶةpѧҩͷиḶ́ͨ΢ﵽֲ
֮໥ʳݵײʻ߲㣬һ㲻ٵٻࡣϽ־
סķͦһ͵øڵ²ո
ĶôΣԼԼÿ˶ֻܼܶţ
⣬סʱʱͳܶĲԾ㡣ҲֻгεĻӱ
ȫǶ硣绰ûжϣֻʧû
Ϊʲôء
ǹעһӲڵĽ֣û뵽ô졣мί
ʵҪԱΰȫֵܾ졣ֻǴͳзõķʽȫ
ηġ
𼶵ѡƵĹضˣʱߣʱѡ羭pɽ
p˼һ˴Ϊǰ;ĴĿʹ֭ĸʢ
Ĺȥʱͷ˴󲿷ָ컻ص룬ȴʣµǵĳ
⡣꣬ѵʱԽԽ࣬ѾٻصݷĳѨʱ
¼ԪѾûİ;Ǵ
һ˸УһֶδĽΪֻҵһ;ĩ·еĳ
·
ô꣬Ѿĥýиɻˮһ⻬ȻԽ⻬
ʱԽԽΪظʱʱʶҪ­ǵĽ
ӱһĴ硣ڱʱȴֻ˽µһ
ɳ
ȻϦദĲ𼶵ѡƵҲһ룬ܷ
˩pֻõڿ೰ЦҲͿԤϡΪ˸ȫûĴǲ̫ûp̫
? 鿪ʱӲٲ￴Ǵ
ǲõȴѾû˵ȴʱ䡣ʷɱ
ʷʱ̣ȴܱÿۻҵ硣йֻҪȶ
û˵ĿܣһҾͻ䵽ΪľЪ˹ĺУ
˼Ρ˶ΨһĻᡣ˷϶δ
Σ˶롣𼶵ѡƴʱ̨ҲԶա


April 2, 1998      
ܷӡݡӡ˶ٶʮݣԤڡ̡Ǹɵͦɫ
ѾŹĹĵǮɢʧνġܷ硱ûһսʿȫ
ˡģ㷢еģӡˢģСpɫ﷢˲ơг
õĹȡҲ޷ʯӴĵ³ͷԼ
˽ƵľЧʣ׬ȳ鿯ǮֻҪʱӡṩĸӣɢ
ȥʯ겻ϧǮһʡȺ˼롱ѣ֧ȡ
ǰ湥ƻǮܷĻ㲻Ϻܸߡ
ֲһƻ𡣵ƻ֮һڰȱԽԽأֻпͣ
ʮŻбرרߣǸһΨһĽ󲿷ֵ鶼Ī
ذҹСÿɲͬĵ߸ΰȫֵҪ
ھıһڵĸ߼ɲ쵼Ҫıʽݡ
ûиıȨΪʲôáܷ? ǰѼʮ
Ŵ¼ŴתƬŵʯǰ
Сֹ쵼С顯ĹΪĻ
μӡӦָӲǿȥܰȥ찲Ź㳡ֻǴС¼в
ġֲѰܷǮʱ䡣ҪĸֽǶȵͼרõĳͼ
⼸찲Ź㳡Զµ¼һѰӺ̺ʶ
ͼƬһˣֻһ򣬳һԲ
ֳϲûĲһ˿顣ȥͦԳ롣
Ҳμӡֹ쵼С顯͡ӦָӲĹΪȥ찲Ź
ҵĹҲȥĺƵһ
ݾжٲ㣬Լ˵塣ĻĿһľ˹
ȻôȴδֹͣΪιæġǹʹʶɱ˱
עȴΪδμκ˶϶οɿõá˹
ҪдġЧ顱ϣþĻÿ仰д˳ЧңСǹ
ɱߵļǮȴǰġȤѹȺڣɿȺڡ
ͳ߳ڶҪ˶Ĳݺã뷽跨룬ȴֵ
񡱡Ⱥ֯ϸֱξ컳ɳȺڸ߸ıӡ
϶ͻһ棬ٳϵİǻΪﵽĿṩݷʽ
ƺ˳ܰ෴ϳһҪĻ
ϡκһûԼӪȴͬʱԶݵ˫Ϊܷ硱
Ŀںũִ򵹶רƣִȺ˶˵˫ԡԱ
ͱͬศɻ档ѹ޺ͱңȺ˶
äĿͲֻɸѪȵѹճԹ¶һҪͬʱǧֻ֣
ֵܿϸֵıӡ
ݶһôʱһڸһݡ
սͨпƵĶҸһοΡʶ
йĲͿܲΣⲻҪжŬҪ˼
ֹ쵼СӦָӲǰһֹһ֡˼빤Ҫ֢ҩȥ찲
Ϊ׼ν֢ʯɫ
ܷνҩ? ߿һ㲻ɡ
ܷ硯һɢʮСӺʮִԽ¶ıײ
˼ĿõãӦֻᡮܷ
ܲ: ǰʮСӺʮִĻΪڻը
? 
ΪʲôǷĻ? ֯ݳ׽ӽȺڡ֯
ֻƶûԼĸ졣ĸ첻٣˻ɡ
ô? ĸΪʲôǼԭ? 
ȺڹҪػأǵܽľ顣һ㡣
ϡܷ֣ɣ? һֱû˵ǸͻȻ
һ䡣
ʯֻпЦ
ΪʱṩȫԵĽԲߺʮŻڲ˷Ľ
ơԺÿίﶼӦֻ߱С顱⽻С
顱ƻίԱᡱСƻ顱Դơÿ顱ճӦ
ġաϩpļpߣμӡĻ飬ʱоϽΧ
ڵĶp⣬Ԥ⣬ԿֵܳйơֽڴΣҲ
ڲһԴУװԼι߶Ƿġƺְ
̬ı֡ͨоԱ˾ֳ鳤ΪӦĲʯ鳤
ߵĶ¥Ϊڸʯ˳µˡʯϽϷʡΪ
ɣƶⶼܡÿֻ֡Ǳڡˡ
˵ЦȻ˵
ڲѾ˿ʼҷˡмͶ߲֡뵽
һˡһرС飬¶˶֪ܷ͡硱Ĺϵ˽
𼶵ѡƣ˻оһܷǾͶʱаݵ
ɫΪһѧ˵Ǽʹ޳ҲᷴԡȻԼһ𾴵ƻ
˶ļϸջʧܾܿͻáҷй
ȫԼѡģѵ˲š˵֪ʶʲôã
Ǿǵȫʱ֪ʶȻӦһ侲ԡ޷˵
ȫᶼӶרΪеʱҪѾȥμǸϳðڶ
֮ġСһǿԪʱʱȴͳʷ
һԪ׷ԪҲһʱֵһԪȫ˼뷽pֵʱװȫ
һ¡ʱֵĽкУмáʲô? ǹӹһԪ
Ĵ淴һԪȴΪԼĶԪɱרƽ
ǲǷǴ˼˵ɣ˾ͲȱݡɴҲͨѡֶ̨
ִҷչΪѪȵĶƵġڵɴýݵϢʱܷǿ
ȳĬĶܵע⣬ǵ־ͨ޿ײýתʱ
֣׾ٵؿ˶޳ЩרŴɿδϣڼ籩ʽ
Ⱥ˶ɡȺȱԵģһɿͳ񱩺Ѫȡ
йĻʱµĿֲͻܴ֡ݻһᣬȴܽһ
ᡣȺ˶ܺȺƷΧԽԽĵ
һȱɴͳɥʧ˵½ṹشΧ
һʵƣйܱרƸĿѡѴ󲿷ڴƵ
ùΣΪֻƵƱƵ𼶵ѡƲܴӺ¶ʵͼ
Լ˲ܽԵ߸ܽ

April 3, 1998      
ǰһº͵ؾܾ˭񡱡ֻܸǾֳǼɡ
ÿζô˵û׷ʣ˴˿һۣȥʯɵ۵ϣ
ϮʱɡɽʱŽ¶ˣһƿ
Һһֽġ츮
⵱ȻϷΪΰȫ־ֳʹųҲòôᡣʯ겢
У˵֪ԼǸ
ȵǰƿʱ˻û˵ֻÿһũһƲƿ죬ݸԷ
ֻ󿪻ǵֱеƮƮȻɡһ
ܷ
ұ۾һҳ˵
۾ⷭһҳܿ쿴һ飬һúǦȦ˼Σݸʯꡣ
Ǽηֱ: 
˼ȫע˽ϣҲûһ˽
Ȩ˽ƣǰһ˽Ƶͬʱǿ˺һ˽ơȨ
˽УΪֱײĸԴҲ䵽;ĩ·ԭ򡣡
Ȩ˽ʽ: һǸ˽УһǼ˽Сϵ˽л
Уϳ̬һ˽УȨ˽У
ĳЩùң̬rһ˽УȨ˽У
ᣬֻμӾѡмѡͳߩrһϹУ
Ȩ˽Уֵ̬ͳȡ˸ͳΩr
һϹУȨ˽У̬һࡣû
ȨͳûκԼвƲȨռߵĸ˽ʵ
ȵר嵱ǰ⵽ȫ๲ͬԭ򡣡
˽еᣬȨټҲȫƸõλڲ
˻ԶڵĲڹᣬȨϵĹÿϸ
ܣзȨ״̬Ի塣Ȩռߵһ޴
ܵõ׵Ĺ᳹Ȩ˽ƵΣκʱء
빲ȨȨ粻
ұ۾һҳͨƪж? ɡ˵ֱҡͷÿһ䶼ǳŸ
ģ赭дĽͺͨùɡ֪ĵһָͷָָ档
ʯ롰ɡ࣬ʶͷȴˡڱһѧһȥɽ
ũӡʱɡǸ֪ϱֽáû͵˹
ǩpίίԱɡҲʱгġ
? ʯʡ
Ӳȥˡ
Ӧ㡣
ʲô? ɡһ¡
ҵ񡣡
ûСһû
ʯˡ顱ǵּ⣬ҲжԸİ취ϣģһ
ǣɡͲʡ
ʯоϡʹȫɣеصɽҤĸоҪſһЩ
áɡΪԼг
Ϊ𼶵ѡǷ˼ģʵ෴ҵũׯϰѡٲ
ֻǹġڵ׷˻ʱĳУ𼶵ѡȹ
ĳ·ָײΪƷᣬΪǰ
˵ķʽȻнöݵͻ˼ȴʵġȫ綼ȡЦ
ΪʱֵʱʯȴҲţôͷ˼p
ǧΰ룬ϯȫ򣬼ߵУӢǰͺΪ
pѹȩpp˽̰еı׳ȫȻһᣬһοɳܵ
ɱΣһװ׽Ū˵Ĵ־磬ͽ! ڸϣЩھв
㽺׷ˣԶ׽ЩΪӹͩp˩pʵߺ
ѭ浸صСԼŷ˽Ʃpp̰;ΪЩΪ
ǲΪܶȱǲ׻ҲڹǰǺ
ҵ·
˵ҹȨռк? ɡʡƽͣе
Ҳѡ١
ѡм١ٵĹؼڲμѡٵ˱˴Ƿ˽⡣ѡٶ
ܹ໥˽ķΧ˷չѡѡ˽ѡˡΧ
ѡðĴý顣ΧԽ󣬾ѡɱԽߡѡռ
ԴǸšȨҲΪǸ˽С
ҹʵеѡơ
˱֤ȨռСʯ֪ɡ¶ȴرܡѡ
νѡԶԶ໥˽ķΧҹֲṩҲоѡȨ
ֻѡԼϤˣѡƱɢһѡκ˵ɢɳ;
ѡˡ⡣ڻ˽ķΧڣѡҲ˽ѡˣû޳ɺѡ˵ɣ
ҲûзԵɡȻԼ˽޳ɵѡϣѡٺѡ˱ѡ񡣽
ѡ˭ѡľ˭ʹνġҲֻѡѾѡ˵ĺѡ
֮еһδġѡôѡġʵʲ񣬶
Ȩѡ˵ĵȨġڸ߲εѡУЩȻҪ
ǵˡʹ밴Լ־µĴΪԽ߲εĴԽĵλԽȱ
ϵ˴֮˽⣬͸Ҫѡˣѡ˾͸֤ѡ߲
ͳ߾һѡٹ׵Ĳߣһкѡ˵ߣ䣬
Զѡ! 
𼶵ѡʲô? 
ΪֹѡٶǱ˴˻˽ķΧڽУȫѡ١𼶵
ѡƵĻ˼ǰѡٶڻ˽ķΧڡһĹ໥˽
ġһİ鳤֮񣬹ϵĺϵʹҲ໥˽⡣
һ鹲µֻҪnڹµġ¡ϣĸεѡٶ֤
˽ķΧԱ˴ԶҪ۹Ҵ£໥Эӵеͨ
ѶֶκϢ֤ǿϦ˽⡣ôѡٵĹؼˣ
ȨǲǾͻ˽ƱΪ? 
Ǻһ㣬Ҫϰ˵ȻֱѡͳûȨ
˽У𼶵ѡֻѡͷ֥٣ôȨ? : 
ѡǸ֪Ȼͳȴѡͷ֥٣Ϊһ
͵÷ѵ˵֥ٱͳҪ? רĶֱֻ
¼ʡʡʧȥԺ纣ĻԱԼŴЧӦ
һһƬס𼶵ѡƵߵ˳֥ٿ
ֱͳߡԶٵȨṹȶٿƶĽṹӦ
Ч
ѡУǾѡ˭˭ı׼ÿʵĻ档
ÿ˶ϣõ㡣ô֮ѡ쵼߾˽
ķΧڶΪܴˡʱԱ״̬£ʱԴ
˵ҲǼΪԭܱ֡ѡôڲμһѡʱ
ѡٺͰ׼ͻԼǸ棬˭Լļѡ˭
ô֮ѡһ쵼߾ͽܴǸѡٷΧڶ
ˡÿһѡٶͬ𼶵ѡƵļй̡ں֮ڵĸ
־һһȥԽԽʩp׼ȷnԸ
Լʱ͵ȫḺȫԼ׷Լnѡߵʱ
ʵҲ׷ȫɡ񡯶
ʯͻȻס
һ˵ǳƪۣʵЩ϶У϶翴
ɡȻʯĳƪ۲ǰ˵ɡѾɻUܵ? 
ҫʯɲǸƾðɵˣеס
֪ܷ硯? ɡСʡ
ȻԲõ񡣡
ɡеԾ
ֻʯֻǱĽȺ֯ȡȺڵĹ˵ġٷݵò
ΣȺԶƵ׷ǡġΪ˭õĹؼǸȫȨ
;ѣĺ̨ϰ壬Ҳһűǣűߵӡ
ܷ? 
Ȼ
ɡһû˵
ȷʵȻֱ˼ǡױʲôû
綨ȫԼĥʯ϶ɡʣȥǺ˲飬
ױ䲻°ѱġȻס
ʯʼմЦ⣬һҲ˵ֻһһɡת
ȦһֻϰߵűǼ⡣һҲ顱? 鹤ɻ
ͨ족ߣһ¶ӰķʽǼʱסʯڹٳô꣬
㡣
Ⱥ˼뷽й׵ġɡ˵Ҳ֪һˣ
ڰνܷʧ󣬷ִ粻Ūٳ棬Ϊ
֯Ŭϣ顣Ҵȥϡ
ʯվǰϸСںڰԶȥԾڻȼա̸ʱ
ҲȻǴεξδմˮȴһͣ𼶵ѡƱξ
ãƴ˵ÿֶͽǸһĶ֪Լ޴
ϣʵ̫ˡûκ·ͳתΪݽרƶȵǿ
ȨЧ϶µ𼶵ѡƣǴСɹϣƽȣ
ʹĺƽȥǸʷΰˣԼԸԶ
ΰ˵Ӱ档
硰ɡղŲġȻסǼ׷ȥĵҲұ
ǵĻǵȻ֮˵Ļֻһ: ҿе㷢衣ɡ
̰ӽļ
˵û͵ǣҰѺʡаձʯ궼̾磬
ָָ漣Ȼ𼶵ѡʹ֮ϵ˱֮µˣʹ
ϵȨóϦһΣʣĵȨҲľͷһʯ
ʵڿΪ˱ǵ̵Ȩλ÷ıʷĹ١Ҵ
ĵǧΰֻôɽ塣
𼶵ѡƿԼĴ죬бʹڵһһ硣ֻ
ǴıԵԶԶûпȫò;ĩ·ϣֱظег·
ǳϣҲ̸ıȻȷȷʵʵظе𼶵ѡ߼ͨһ
ȫ硣ʲôҲطĴĦֻҪʵ𼶵ѡͻԶ
١
һֱûҵ˵˵ķʽѾϰڳݸӵ֤ʹϵڴǧ磬
һѡ̫СȻһֻ֮֡ؼǷѾĻһȻ磬κ
綼ʢת˥ѰһԶƺ͵ڵĻܣԶδ
ʢȡ˥²ȡɡ𼶵ѡṩľһֻܡ֮
һһѡƾѿһһ磬ҴӴ˲ϵҸ¡
΢ﵽ棬ȻһϵͳԶڻܽгƽ⡣ֻΪԼ
ͳ棬ΪȡԶڡҫһʱķԾ֮ѿԼ
֯ʱ뿿ӵΪϼۡΨһĳ·
תصԶȥ𼶵ѡƲٿͳߵĴԾᣬǿϸ
ķӦƴԣԶڵĻģʽ
ؼǿʼֻҪʼһоԶתpչͽȲҪƶҲ
Ȼѵľڿʼοʼ? 
Ѿûκΰ취
Źעһ
ⲻǿʼֻΪʼãʼָԾ𼶵ѡƺָǱ˵
ͬɿЦѾ̫ˣԻص򵥡Ψһֻ˵ӡɰ
ֽ֣֪ôͶ·ʱһжԹȫȲ
ǣҲջʱǿʼ
ʼһ! 
ˣֵá


April 4, 1998      
Ͽ
ǵͷ­ڴĿ¿һͨĻ
Y8ֱתʱ׼ɡڼʻԱһѻ
Ǳ߳ӰζһƬæҵաΪӭǰʣִ̾ϵ
æһ¡µĵָǲðΪǵİȫȶ׵ĵ
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ԱǵĻӭɡǡǡɵɴճġС
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ֻҪͧϵ˰ѹһΣʲôһˡƵɶҲţ
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ͻȻһķԱļ硣
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ﵹˡˮ汻ɻһԲΰݡɻˮԽԽеˮ
ת
ĿתضšժͲ˫ֹס򿪵Ĳűأȫ˹״
ɻԽԽͣˮֻߩpˣԽԽͻȻ¶һƽ׵
ΡֻзǯƵֱ۰غţͦһ֧Źֵļһֱֱض׼ɻ
! һ˳šһɼķǰ
֧ǹҽűӦεСͷը˰ݺĽʹҽֱ
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һֱѵŲѸٴܽˮת۱ˮӳһ
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ڻŤһţʱˤˮʱվڻСˮϵԽԽࡣմ
·Ƥ֨졣ʹʹкպڵĸ첲ڲͣ
شÿһδ±ʺ졣Ѫڻ¯һűɣ±ڡо
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ͳͻȻı˴򷨣һѣһסվ
ڻСһ岻ˮнͣȼյϾϣŵһ
سѡѿľɶԷ˫ͬǱˮ
ֵĲֻм硣һ۾񶾵ضһףҪû
ءǱˮôҲļƷͦʱ䳤һûգ϶
£־Ϳѡǿ鲣ǰĲ̫ͻеӳԼ
ݡöͷֲϷһײĲ̽ǻڶԷʧȥĵ
˲䣬һȼյýǶ֡Լ˵ˮˮѾӽڣ
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񱼡ֱŰ£ͷһȼա
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ͷðҶϷܲˣڻǰ롣ղڷɻϿ
ͦõˣÿȼյķɻܲ! һץ

April 5, 1998      

찲Ź㳡
ʮͳǧʮװ糾͵Ұսʿھ
ࡣ
찲ǰĹʪܵش˰ء侯ʿ۴ɴվĽǡ
еĹ㲥pһһطŸͰ֡ȥˣûб仯
Ǿ䡰ҵײеİɱҲûнһ͡
Ӣۼ£ֽȦе㣬һʻȴޡ
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p챨pռ찲Ź㳡ⷽ棬ƺǵĺߡڣͻȻû
ˣǰһնԭһĹһ޴ɴˣһĵӣ
һֻ? 
㳡ܣѲߵľ˼ĿװĦгpԽpֿ͵羯Ұ
ȫֵı±鲼ȺУЩΨ²ҵߺ궯⽻٣в
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£ʹ˸оȫǿճȻļ֪׼ȷ֣ʮͳ
ǧʮװ糾͵Ұսʿھ


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½Ȼǰѻ鿨ǰſڡжʮ칫ĹԱ
ûһ˵һÿڴ͹İңλϡ
Ѿͣһ֣û˾гԵ
ǱЩ칫ڷЦǰǻһʹβͣ
ڼʹ׿ȥһˣҲװŻγȥС
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ǰĳԴרóֱӿõײĵſڡξֳίȨ
ڣĳίͷֻڣλ鿪ʼ֮ǰ칫ȴֻܴŽĻ鿨û
κνͣҲ˼ûмƽϣ޷ĸŵС⡣
С仯ǸչǸвμرһϢ½Ȼ˵
ǣξֳίλҲˡ
ǰǱɱϢյӵĵ绰
Ҫٿξ飬ھίԱμӣƾίԱǡ
ھҪ? 
ԣϾᡣҪԵüpУǿھίԱ
̫׾ӣڳ㡣ȻȥҪľ׾Ӻͳ㡣氲
ʲô裬һҲֻ˵óѣĽ͡ȷ
ɣΰɱйءҲ֪Ȼһô˵
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ϣһߴξֵġšֱ߷ֶ͵͵Ƶġ
½Ȼıʼ½Ȼŵ㾪ȷǷδϻֳھ
ξίԱίԱӪʮͶԼƱֻжʮͶξ֡š
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½ȻȵԼδκƱ֯ӪĹصظʲôҪ
ΪʲôԷõһݡ鱨õάάФıʼ? ʵ֤
ԷǸݡ鱨Ѹʡͷͷҹ뱱ǵƱڵ
ر顣
Ȼ鿨ڳ˾ͣ͵ţһǸ
Ȼȴем죬ᵽĸоá롱һ
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ֺޣȴùȥЦͶԷ
ʱ䣬˴䡣ѶһǿӲɡһǿһ
ƵĻˣ½ȻǡºɡҲ׷ͶʾȻ
½ȻҪһҲûֱ֮ǧɡݼţ
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½ȻȻһ㣬ӪֻǰĹԣʱ붯
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ˣ㲻֯ppŵpӺĵã˭ɵظ? 
ұȻҪѰ·ѾŻ鿨һŽ£
ȴһǿһ㣺ҪȻ۲죬ͷÿһ˵
ʱ

April 6, 1998      
ָ֪˭ܾס飬ȴû뵽ԭЩĵĸᱳѵ˶񶾩p
p˷ָû氲ÿpÿ̨绰pÿpÿ
Щ豸ҲԶҲ뵽¼ĹİĴﵽ
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һʱ䣬ԭͳһ߾ɱ˻սһŵս
½ȻֻĬĬţһԲºɡڲ๥õľǡǿ
Ӳɡ̸ۺ⣬оٵʵһǺ͡ǿӲɡݵʱ
ЩһűΪ˵˵ͱģֺ߳ܵɷĸʲô
ԽԽʶûʵЩһŲڣʵʽǼȵߵĽ
ݣҰļҵĵƺʹ򵹵ֵĴѡ
šϯλãššš롰šһ½Ȼλ
ұߣͦԶǸʡÿλжǰ칫
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һע⣬ʼͱѵ䣬ԼԼһ־ʧ룬һֲ
궯һֲԤСܿ죬ÿ˶˶䣬ķҲס졣
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ίԱÿֻ־һƱ! 
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ÿ˫۾Сšʿûн͸שĸǽܿ߳
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Ҳʼ֡ξֳίϯλԥ˺ܳʱ䣬š
š̾һҲ̧̧֣䡣ֻʣš޺޵Ťͷ
½ȻһеĺǦʡ
ʮͬ⡣ͨ! 
ӴͷһʮһǱߣҡʮߣǿǿ
أҲòġȫᣬͨѲǴǣˡ
½Ȼվ
ƥڴΣ֮գңҲ͵ʲáЭ
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һ̼¼ɺܶƬɡһʧɫÿ˵
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̸ߵı˴˳ƺ֪ÿ仰˭˵ġЩӺ˵Ĺƣթ
εۣ˵ô̶һڴͥųͽ
е޳ܷŴʮÿ˱˴棬ȴԼġͬߡôڳ
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ڱ񶾵ԳЦԼ
ǵίԱ? ½Ȼʹĵʡǵʡίǩpʡp
ξίԱpί? Ѿ䵽˵ز!ҴΣͷÿȴΪ
СŽͼı˽ɻѵ쵼ңܶ? 
װΥ! š顣
ΣͷΪ˹ҰȫйزſʹһбҪֶ! ½Ȼ˵ʹ
ΥΥҲֵһ!ڣǵյһʮ
ίԱڱίԱְܣԱһɽ뵳Уѧϰʡ! 
˵꣬뿪᳡칫ȺԱһңΪţ·
ԵʿסȺ
ֻ½Ȼһ߳ί칫칫һİƺʤ
ˣȴޱȹ¶
Ұսʿ뾯ѱе侯Ҳѵ롣ͨѶ
ȫжϣֻؿľٶŲ̨غС찲Ź㳡
ʲôҲֻ֪ƽƽһ죬ֻе꣬΢΢
С

April 7, 1998      
ίܲ
һ֣ڰѡºɡȫ̴ͬʱáǿӲɡҲſֻ̨ʣ
½Ȼһˡ
ίԱǰǴδᣬֻǹƹίһΣ򲹾
չˡ칫û֪ͨμر顣Ƕûס򲹡ǿ
Դģеĵõ֪ͨеûõξ֡šԸ绰̬ȡ
ϯʾӾԷӵ˭ѡǾӾ˭ָӡΪ˱ʾҳϣ
γѲ־찲Ź㳡ԷҺͱĽ顣鱻šм
ؽˣʹΧõжø׺˳ûõ֪ͨʹȴѰ
ҽڲμӻ鷳ھľίԱ󲿷ǰ֧ȥ˼
ļһͶˡȱͽǼ켺Ѿı
һ߼Уѧϰȥˡ
΢Ц޳ָٰھ޴ĺɫ칫ô򡣵õ̶ֳȵʤ
ǿЦҲԵḡȻһȣϢƷζһͷ
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April 8, 1998      
½ȻܽĴ߸ʲô? 濴߳һĻֽڶ
ĻΪ׳? ֺλٶУ󲿷ֶˣ
ʹʣ⼸ܵҲʹΡͼǰӵͷ
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ݸ㵱Ȼ˽⡣߲ľӪ˶ĳɹһʱ
ƵǰȥίεĸɲҪѪ仹ε;ӵĹϵ͸ס
ܻջ񣬲ôǲժȡһΡô˵? 
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ڣʹϤҲȵǿҿ֤һΪҳϵ
½Ȼһᡣ
ӦˣǷݻӪǲ? 
΢΢һЦ
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ھˣսϽ𶯡ڶʮһҷĻϣɰ˴ǷöԷ
ĥڡ½Ȼ칫ҡһ˫϶ĿΪͶ׸š
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֪λǻЩˡȻ˵ڵȺ˳򶼺Ĳ࣬ȫǡǿ
ӲɡӪϴԺЩίԱͲ˭֪ƵطҪλ
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ѱڵУͣҳʲôзĽɫ? ңԺڱ
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April 9, 1998      
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